As this world would have it - I am forced to get out and amongst it more and more.
Who would have thought - not but a year ago I could not have been more happier than kicking back on the porch swinging in my rocking chair sipping a nice warm green tea loving a solitary life. To most, I think this choice freeked them out, but to me
this was bliss. I had the luxury to enjoy this style of life for a couple of years, where all I wanted was paint brushes, and some warm water.
Today - what a different story.
I feel very blessed that the Boss granted me this opportunity to be out and about in the world. To be able to meet new and interesting people, and to share the compassionate, earth & animal loving message.
But I have to admit, from time to time I catch myself getting excited in going to a dinner date with a group of people.
To be honest, I didn't know where this had come from - why all of a sudden the change? When even today, actually every day, I think to myself, this is the day I am going to relax and hang out at home....ha ha - the Boss says - get out and spread the Word. OK Sir.
It wasn't until yesterday that a bolt of lightning triggered a thought in my head. And believe me, sometimes it has to be a bolt, because it generally takes a pretty big spark for it to register.
I realised the reason why I am not struggling so much - is because I am sticking with like minded people...and loving it.
I assure you, from time to time I get the occasionally person that wants to have a verbal battle with me over what seems to be the most prevalent topic in today's world. But, I have become very well versed in walking away without causing any hostile feelings.
The CREW were taking the time, sitting on the grass hanging with some of our new friends on Sunday talking about the world.
And it really made me realise, that if you get totally consumed in this world - it is very hard to dig your feet out.
The reason why, because our beautiful Home that we call Earth is still primarily on the negative side. Hence, when you walk amongst people and talk with them - they have the ability to drag you down in there spiral of negativity.
It is not there fault, I don't blame them. It is the negative of the world that I can't stand. But for the time being - it is there, and we have to live with it.
But be mindful of the people you hang with. Even though previously they might have been your friends - but if your consciousness has shifted and they are yet to catch up, they will drag you down.
So get out there and find a new pose, kick around with new like minded people and all of a sudden you feel better and the world will start to move in your direction. It is truly like that.